I need a BREAK!!

Oh gosh~ It's been a while since my last post -.-
I don't know if got anyone will read my blog again lols~ cus all about complaining lalala~ ~
I've been fully occupied since I start working, day & nite also busy so really have no time to think of what to post on my blog anymore and I really miss my day which was totally super sienz days. I prefer those days than going to work. Actually I really planning to quit after a month of working at that stupiak company but I guess I'll bear with it another month WTF!! Haiss... really never judge something from the outside, well lets me reveal my company now, maybe you've been one of their outlet once or even quite a couple of times lols. It's the famous $u$hi King!!! You know what, they have over 60+ outlets and I don't see our office expanding or more people come in to work ESPECIALLY in my departments, that's why after few weeks of working there I feel very demotivated to work already day by day new thing was thrown to me 1 by 1 and how am I able to remember all of them??? My very first job is already so damn challenging even though I'm just an accounts junior. What a big big regret. Yea, everytime my parents call me, I kept on complaining to them but maybe they don't understand my situation ask me to tahan more... zzz I don't know till when I can tahan with so much workload in 1 day! I can't even finish them especially doing payments to other department and some will keep on asking me, I understand they're only doing their job too but so am I!

Hell! I need to stop complaining bout my job zzz... if not I write 10 pages also won't finish LOLs it's true. There's no future in there I must say. I shall consider doing full time online business rather than doing all those work I am doing now. RAWR!!

I don't know other than work, what else could I share now as my mind occupies by them ALL them zzz even sleep also them... OMG I think I'm gonna be crazy soon. God bless me.

the new life experience

OMG~!!! I'm super duper busy this week -.- aww... I starting to feel that working life really really annoying darn! Why I say like that leh? Cuz... no.1 I have to wake up real early, although my office is very near, it's like 5 mins drive, I still late for few minutes everyday LOLs~ no.2 I really can't handle my online business anymore, cus on Mon suppose is the closing date so as usual all those customers like to ask me to quote for them last minutes and I CAN'T even quote for them as I only back late at night, mon was really crazy for me T____T after finish work, went straight up to Melaka cos my bf have to see customer b4 7.30pm so he got no time to drop me off home and I have no choice but to follow~ luckily the road was empty and we drive there for like 2 hours omgh... then went back at midnight, by that time I'm too tired to continue my thing and I just ignore all my pm -.- haisss lost few customers for this batch ady. here come the no.3 hate list, I hate my work as I feel like the invoice I'm going to key in will never finish eh T____T pile up so so high on my table, don't even have the time to sneak around surfing web haisss... my mind is so so tired, I feel like I just want to give up on that job, so damn tiring. no.4 my office air-con is superrr cold! It makes me want to sleep especially after lunch hour zzz. no.5 can't go watch movie or shopping during weekdays liao haiss so sad so sad neh.

Yeah~ those are the hate list of my new life but there's still good things I like about my work. Haha... it's the people there ^.^ they're so nice & friendly. My 1st day of work, I did not feel isolated at all as the girls invited me for lunch so I kinda relief lah cos that's my main worry, scared no friend and looks like a total idiot there. The group that I joined, their age was around mine as well so it's very easy to mix with them haha~ next thing is that, I am lucky enough to get to attend their Anniversary dinner which only held once in 5 yrs at Sunway hotel & resort so ok lor fair enough but the theme is traditional so all my colleague ask me to wear my kadazan costume lolz~ feel like kinda paiseh eh...

So far, still not get used to this new life and I really hope that I can tahan a little while lor cos very hard to find a good colleagues ler... plus if I quit now, my resume sure got 1 big hole and more hard to find other job lor, guess every job also the same 1 lah~ what to do, life must go on so GAMBATEH~~!!!

-- actually I have few products review to post de... but but but wait till I got time lahh~ haiyoorr I feel like I need to chase the time now T_____T

It's okay

Yayy yayy~ Finally the interview ended and I'm more than relief now.
To be honest, I really quite nervous when I reach the company. And when the first person who attend me asking me question, my voice was like kinda shaking but then after spending few minutes filling up the application forms I start to feel calm and thanks to the interviewers not straight away come and interview me I manage to settle down myself more and clear my head so that I am able to concentrate during the session.
Yeah, the interview went quite smooth, what I mean is that both the interviewers are quite friendly and they willing to hear about the boring side of me and my silly answers (I really don't know how to answer in proper way~ huhu...) LOL... I know that it might be a slightly junior position in the company however I do like the working environment there which looks very cozy and the staffs are also quite friendly ^^
haha... I guess you really want to know what company is that??? All I can tell now is that it's a food-chain restaurant company, very well known in Malaysia, even back in kk there're few outlets there : ) Well, I am only be able to know the answer next week whether I'm successful or not so hoping all the best for my future career.

my first~~

Oh no Oh no, I'm having my very first job interview tomoro. Am very nervous now :-( Help me!!!
I don't high hope on this interview but... what if I can outshine the other candidates? what if I can be part of the well-known company? Haisss... so sad so excited so NERVOUS!!!.... dunno how to express this type of feeling -.- ooohh my future~
Pls pray hard for me so that I'll pass this one with flying colors =) lalala~ I need to sing a song now LOL!!!

Missed out

OMG~ ~ I'm jobless and still... shopping like a maniac... I wonder how am I going to survive without my parents $$$ LOL!!! wtf... useless useless tskk tskk tskk...

Recently I've been thinking to go holiday with my gang to Taipei which they already plan for so long, unfortunately checked the air ticket today and the price is 3x more expensive ehh~ Haisss... tat's too bad :-( even if I can afford the ticket then I might have no freedom to shop till siao le since I can't even manage to save up a single cents now -.-. Hope there's last minute air ticket sales going on soon ~ praying hard now

Aww... it'll be so much fun to hang around with you guys and we've never been for a holiday to oversea before. Maybe next time la gals~ so sad so sad T____T

My proudest moment :D

The proudest moment of my life is... when I walk up the stage with my hood, square cap & receive my scroll from the Chancellor. It feels great that I'm able to receive such an honor. Not sure if this will happen again in the coming life but what I am sure is that I want to become a more mature but still fun & caring daughter, sister, friend ^o^

Thanks to my parents for their support till the end of my studies. They're the most loving & caring parents in the world! Muacksss... love you both always!

Our VU role model of the year Miss Jia Na ~ I've known her since the first day of my semester starts. She was our class representative for 3 whole years! At first I have no idea what type of person is she but when time goes by I know that she has a great personality~ Fun, caring and responsible. And the great thing is she never disappoints us which make us trust her work even more.

It's very very honor to know such a great person~ 

Wish you all the best in you future Jia Na ^o^

Haha~ both Ken & Kent, my secondary sch mates

LoLs... you guys are always together whenever I met -.-

Last but not least, although I've graduated, I'll still keep on learning ever new things and won't stop studying. As there's saying:

Graduation is only a concept. In real life every day you graduate. Graduation is a process that goes on until the last day of your life. If you can grasp that, you'll make a difference. -Arie Pencovici

To all my mates who've graduated, wish you guys all the best in your next stage of life and friends forever! Muacks~

An unfortunate event

Oh gosh~ just look at how long I've not been updating my post -.-
Yesterday, there's an incident which will be still fresh in my mind for quite long time.
Well, here how it start. The day before yesterday, I was at KLIA Pos Malaysia to claim my package from Korea again, that was quite an unfortunate event occurs already and I've been waiting for like 3 hours for the staff to finish all the paperworks, usually it will only took less than 2 hours for it to finish but I don't know what happen to them that day they kept chatting and neglecting their job.

In the meantime, there's a phone call from a number I don't recognise so I answered it and this Indian lady claim that she a 'Agensi Pekerjaan' consultant and said that she read my resume in JobStreet.com and was very impress so asked whether I would to accept a 6-mths contact as Account Payable in one of a MNC Co. the job will start from April. Of cos I'm interested and want to try for it so I said ok. But she said my resume was in .pdf form and want me to sent a .doc to her on the same day, so that time was like 3pm I told her that I'm not sure if I can send to her on time as I'm still busy doing something. And she kept asking me to give a time frame to send it to her, so I told her "Okay, I'll sent it to you by 5PM later"

However after an hour later, the paperwork still haven't finish and I don't think I'm able to return home and sent the email to that lady on time, so I called her and tell her my situation. Hell yea, she said it's okay I can send later at night as long as it's today! So my hp was down due to low batt and I did exactly what she said. I reach home around 6pm and start to edit my resume in .doc and reply to her email. That's how that day ended with her.

Then yesterday, while I was still asleep my phone rang and I was awaken by it. I answered the call and it was the lady from the day before. She said that she tried to contact me yesterday but couldn't and said I sent email to her LATE! Oh shit, didn't I just call her before my hp down yesterday? Didn't she said I can send it later at night? Well, I just go along with her and explained to her that my hp down cos low batt then suddenly she said "Later my boss will call you and will ask you few questions that normally the company will ask during interview", so I said ok... after that she start asking me all sorts of questions about why I didn't start working after graduate since Dec 2009, gosh~ why is that got to do with her if I'm not working after graduate? I just told her that, I went back to my hometown and helped my family business for a while.

Then after that she suddenly pop-out a question like "Tell me about yourself" Oh shitty! I was still half awake while answering her call and now she wants to interview me?! I just keep quiet for like 1min then tell her that I can't answer her right now because I'm doing something. Then she was like, "What do you mean you're not ready? Everytime I called you, you said you're doing something?" in an angry tone. Then, I just stunt there cos I really got nothing to say. I keep thinking is this what she suppose to do now? or should I just end the call right away? Then, she was like keep talking talking talking bla bla bla..... then asked if I still want to accept the offer, at first I hesitate then finally I told her off that I want to withdraw from it. And she was like "Tell me what is the reason you want to withdraw now?

" HELLO!!! I want to withdraw because I feel that she's annoying and I don't think I'm ready to be ask so many job interview questions FOR NOW!!! I was really pissed off at that moment and almost burst into a cry sooner. Then, she replied "What do you mean by not ready??? That is not a good reason to tell" HaiyOR!!! my anger went up to my neck already that time. Why is she still want to scold me even when I said I don't want it already? It's not like I'm begging her to give me the position right? and in the first place she's the one who find me, not me! And now she's like so not satisfied and keep saying "I'm so dissapointed with you" Oh shit!!! my head keep telling her to end the conversation right away.

She start to mumbling again and again bla bla bla and I cut off her words few times by saying "OKAY, I don't want the job already" but she keep on scolding me like nobody business say that I was so immature, my english is very poor and she even said that I copied my resume from somewhere else! Darn her! I spent 2 months to preparing it and was told that I copy it? What type of consultant is that anyway? Not professional at all lar! Since I already told her I withdraw my application, why is she still attacking me with all those non-sense words and she even said that she thought Sunway student suppose to be very good and all that, it means that I'm a shame of Sunway college lar!? Do she know how hard is it to get a degree? I doubt she don't know anything. Whoa... my self-esteem was so low that time.

OH GOD, I really don't know what to do now. She makes me feel that I'm very very useless and I can't concentrate doing other stuff while my mind keep thinking about the whole conversations.
That Indian lady had gone too far and she's just a b1tch~ DAMN IT! I feel so ashamed and insulted. Have you ever been scolded right after you wake up? Hell, I only can say "FCUK OFF YOU B1TCH!"